Monday, March 24, 2008

Crazy

I don't know who he really is, I'm in-love. the symptoms, like most girlsare talking about. The beat of your heart, your personality changed, and soon. In my case however was different, unique and silly. I mean who wouldever imagine "you fall in-love for that text message?", my friends wouldeven wonder. pretty immature, you fell for that stupid innocent not-so-truetext message of his. It was just last year when I met him, in an online gamethat I'm addicted to: Auditon. Silly very silly, people will think that youare so stupid and too young for that relationship. " A fourteen year old?you're just DESPERATE kid" the word "desperate" really hit me.
"do I love him?" this question pops into my head. There are some guysout there who are better than him. though he is not that perfect, istill enter in the relationship. then i discovered something, that isunbelievable, something talks about me and him but that's anotherstory.those sleepless nights and wandering hours, spending money for loadand talking about him to my close friends. One day I was informed thathe has Leukemia, I felt guilty, I cried thinking that I was his firstlove and maybe his last. "he's gonna die" I said, I was crazy reallycrazy.
Then my eyes opened, maybe he is not the one for me. I didn't even sawhim personally, maybe in the future I guess. I learned that i shouldnot take things seriously. I'm still fourteen years old, learning andmade some mistakes. putting in heart that love is not like a treasureto find but a gift that comes to you unexpectedly.

Marycris Priagula

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