My Heart

My heart is not stopping in crying..What am i going to do? An ordinary
man that struck my heart is now killing my heart..I don't know why I
like him; there are so many men here in the world but that guy really
struck my heart,there is only one Joel Casas here in the world!how can
I be with him when there are so many beautiful girls around him..Damn
on this beautiful guys, "they only wanna do you dirt, they will have
you suicidal!"....I believe on this particular part of the song..If i
didn't saw him, will I be able to feel this pain? better if I will not
feel this pain, but my life will be incomplete without him. I am only
feeling this way on him. Will I wait for him till I die?.. I saw his
video with a girl in the profile of the girl; they are so sweet I tell
you.The girl is so lucky to be with him. I think I will stay this way,
looking for him, thinking of him..Wait, this is unfair! OK calm down
Aprilub.My love for him will last forever.It seems that I cannot love
another guy besides him. Is this what we call love..SACRIFICING!..Many
questions on my mind that is not answered.My heart now is crying blood
because of that guy.Does he know all of these things, the things that
my heart is experiencing? That guy made my heart cry for so long...